Motherhood

I gave birth to a little boy Oct last year, he is almost 4 months old haha....isn't he adorable?. We name him Ethan Lim. Phiew...ever since i've walked into motherhood my life had a total change. I'm tracking his every new movements...yawning, staring, rubbing his eyes, straining when he wanna pass motion, turning left and right, grabbing my finger with his little fingers....haha and the most unforgetable one is his sweet & cute smile. Now i even can hear him laugh hek hek hek =D

I would say overall I enjoy it so much but i realised my characteristics are really different now. I was previosuly patient, cheerful, active....but now I am the opposite of the old me..I become over concern towards something especially my baby, in result of that I always throw my tantrum. Is every mommy having the same change like me? I'm not sure. Hrm I'm trying my best to control it right now....trying hard